I miss you so much,
But I can’t help but wonder,
Did we actually have anything?!
Was it even real?!
Or is it just me?!
Is it the inability to let go?!
Let go of that which I never had?!
Was it all just a figment of my imagination?!
Did I long for something so bad,
That I created an image,
Which satisfied that which I desired?!
Or is it really real?!
Is there really something?!
Questions upon questions,
None of which,
I will ever get the answers too.
For you have shut ourself out from all feeling,
I shut myself out of all vulnerability.