Under Construction

I never gave you that time…
Me, 
That time.
That is,
To heal.
From you,
From me…
And everything else in between.

I fooled myself,
Thinking…
Believing…

Yet here I am,
Dragged back in,
Feeling it all over again.
This time it is different,
Than the last…

But only because,
There was reminder…
A sighting…

And there I was…
Under construction…
Because I never gave that time…
That time for me.