Sabotage

It all seems
So perfect…
So fluid.

It all just works,
Without problem.

Questionable?!
Doubtful?!
Worrisome?!

Am I missing something?!
Or is this what it is?!
Or rather what it is suppose
To be…
Just fluidity throughout…
No interruptions…
No distraction
Or disturbances…
Just pure harmony?!

Or is it all just
Too good to be true?!
One day
You wake up
And it was all a dream.

How is it I accept this?!
Absorb it?!
Because how can it
Be real?!

Something
At some point must give…

Must…