Just when…

Just when I thought
I could let my guard down…
Right when I thought…
I believed,  
You believed in me,
Believed in the cause.

There it was,
That doubt…
Temporary pompoms…

A cheerleader dressed
For the game,
But not there
For the game.

Pure intentions
With questionable spirit.

Makes you feel
A kind of way.

Almost devaluating your worth,
Your knowledge…
After all,
That is,
What it is…

The sharing of knowledge.

It was a hit.

One that makes me wonder…

Because just when I thought
I could bend,
Compromise myself in ways,
But maybe I can’t,
Maybe I shouldn’t…
The withdrawal
From that doubt…

Questionable…
Good intentions,
But nevertheless questionable.

Because just when…