Just when I thought
I could let my guard down…
Right when I thought…
I believed,
You believed in me,
Believed in the cause.
There it was,
That doubt…
Temporary pompoms…
A cheerleader dressed
For the game,
But not there
For the game.
Pure intentions
With questionable spirit.
Makes you feel
A kind of way.
Almost devaluating your worth,
Your knowledge…
After all,
That is,
What it is…
The sharing of knowledge.
It was a hit.
One that makes me wonder…
Because just when I thought
I could bend,
Compromise myself in ways,
But maybe I can’t,
Maybe I shouldn’t…
The withdrawal
From that doubt…
Questionable…
Good intentions,
But nevertheless questionable.
Because just when…