Alright! I’m going to keep this super lax, conversational, at times diving deep and others just slimming the surface. There...

So, here is a bit of background, something I’ll dive deeper into later on in the story. But for now...

A lot happened throughout my upbringing which led me to this place of darkness, soullessness, it was a bit rollercoaster,...

Aside from the behind the scene noise, there was a lot happening front-and-center. Like I said, I offered patience and...

Now, because I’ve become such a master at hiding -concealing. I have this on-off switch… you know the one you...

And just like that, there was a sudden shift… I stopped caring for the person I had to be for...

I just wanted to be free… free from all of it. And to be honest I didn’t care what form...

I was addicted to the rush, it was exhilarating… the feeling of nothingness, the escape. It was everything I wanted,...

I did a lot of stupid shit, because I didn’t care. I became so reckless, I only cared to forget...

For you can only deny for so long, you can only avoid for so long. Once you’re caught you’re caught,...

I saw just how ugly the outside world was, as if I wasn’t already dealing with enough, I was hit,...

At that point, my parents were ready to talk. They were ready to confront whatever was bothering me, whatever I...

And so began the experimentation.. I revisited the whole scene, the drug scene, but it was different this time around....

I never felt so free in my life, nothing mattered and everything was at your disposal, so long as you...